“Pick apart the pieces of your heart Let me peer inside Let me in where only your thoughts have been Let me occupy your mind as you do mine
You’ve lost (too much love) to fear, doubt, and distrust (not enough) You just threw away the key (to your heart) You don’t get burned (‘cause nothing gets through) It makes it easier (easier on you) That much more difficult for me To make you see
Love ain’t safe You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste So you can wait But I don’t want to waste my love
Your heart’s a mess You won’t admit to it It makes no sense But I’m desperate to connect And you can’t live like this”
Just a pool, disguised as a pond, with a trampoline instead of a diving board
Holy fuck! I wrote a paper about these kinds of pools several years ago for a class when they were just prototypes. These pools have a natural filtration system that run based on the plants that are in the pool that give the water nutrients that allow it to not only be crystal clear, but you are also able to drink the water because it becomes so clean. And the best part is that once the initial filtration system is installed and calibrated, it maintains itself and eliminates the need for chlorine or constant maintenance like salt water pools.
Help, I have done it again, I have been here many times before. Hurt myself again today, and the worst part is there’s no one else to blame. Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small, and needy. Warm me up, and breathe me.